Not to worry - I haven't died yet!
Had an "exam" today, or whatever you might call them. If I don't pass I have to give up the apartment I just got to rent and move back home to my parents. No wanna.
I really hope I pass. Otherwise I'll just beat myself for not studying enough. Even then I'm not sure if I'd pass though. The questions felt quite vague, and it's so easy to get off track since pretty much everything fits together.
If anyone's wondering why this is it's because I won't be able to continue studying if I don't pass, since it's a new term and a new course. The apartment is only for students, so if I don't pass I'd no longer be a student at the university and therefore lose the apartment. Not to mention that I would have no income except for my weekend job. I wouldn't even be able to pay my rent with that money.
I so, so, so hope I'll pass. I don't think I've ever wanted something so much more in my whole life!